Updated: Feb 8
You keep cutting me open to see what you can expose.
You lay me bare but I don't even really think I see you.
I hate you but do I even know you?
I want to leave but would I be happy without you?
We can't work together and I am not even sure I want to try anymore.
You are never the same person.
You always want more even though you only give me 20%.
I have always given 100% even before that was what you wanted.
you don't want me for me,
you want who you thought I was.
What is this?
I'm not euphoric to you.
I am Pandora's box.
I am that thing that tempts you until you take what and it no longer has value.
I have cracks and broken pieces.
I'm worn out and you fix me only when you want to use me again,
just enough to get what's needed.
My soul aches.
I need to be nurtured.
I want to feel like a person.
I want to be accepted!