Is it me?

Updated: Feb 8

Some days I am up and other days I am down.

I have been depressed since I was age 8.

I'm pretty sure I was molested before that age and it continued until I was 11.

I am putting this on paper because I have finally remembered these ages for some reason.

I can't erase memories.

I have doubts every day.

I have been committed to my husband for ten years.

He's still working on learning me.

So people don't understand me because I won't allow people to.

We argue because I am full of paranoia and insecurity.

It raises so many questions that I have no answers to.

Why would a man harm a child?

Why take my innocence?

What did I do to deserve any of it?

How do I trust anyone around my children to be able to protect them?

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