I haven't posted in a while. There have been so many things that have happened in the past 3 months. My outlook on this thing we call life continues to shift with the times and challenges that present themselves. I am becoming...
I am emotionally drained
I am full of irrational thought
I have the mindset to push forward but I am exhausted
I have developed a love/hate relationship with the choices that are made in the society I live in as others open their eyes to the loud, vulgar, incompetence being exposed almost daily
I am absorbing more information on a daily basis that has tightened my chest, pounded on my head and worn my body down.
I was going to come on here and begin posting about the hurt that I feel in my heart each time I see and hear the cries of the community that I was raised in and continue to raise my children in but that would only lead to anger, bitterness, and resentment.
I have been viewed as many titles in my life but I will say that my peace of mind has surpassed everyone's perception of who they want me to be. I will speak from experience and bring to light things that have effected me while also hoping to open eyes of people who may not understand what is happening and how to fix it.
We build the relationships that we want to have through communication and understanding of one another. No matter what outside forces believe they should stand on or push to harm others, we have the humanity to build a world we want to live in.
We are all valid and deserve to be treated as such. If you don't believe that then its time to step back and re-evaluate ourselves mentally, physically, and emotionally. Sometimes we need help with getting to the root of the issues we deal with and there is nothing wrong with that.